I know, I know punishment is not supposed to be fun.
I know I am supposed to learn a lesson and ideally never forget it.
But seriously, seriously, it has been 49 days since i have had an orgasm. 49 days of being used for just his pleasure.
And not being allowed to cum really does nothing to help with the arousal.
I thought I’d get past the super-horny phase in two weeks and reach a place of clarity but no, it isn’t happening.
Sometimes I’m right on the edge just because he’s whispering in my ear. And then there’s his laughter at my condition. It rings in my ears when I lie in bed at night. Like now.
I never want to have an orgasm again, ever, but I cant bear this anymore.
What sort of fucked up situation is this?